I've been trying to do my best
not to feel anything in this chest
for the last few months
I have been hard at work just to keep my mind
from hitting the rewind
on everything you say to me

Your brain can't tell you how to feel
That's your heart 
Your brain can try to convince you it's not real
But it's playing the lead role
It's reading the wrong part

It's just not a place I'm comfortable
I wanna be somewhere more affordable
I don't wanna be vulnerable

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