I've been trying to do my best
not to feel anything in this chest
for the last few months
I have been hard at work just to keep my mind
from hitting the rewind
on everything you say to me

Your brain can't tell you how to feel
That's your heart 
Your brain can try to convince you it's not real
But it's playing the lead role
It's reading the wrong part

It's just not a place I'm comfortable
I wanna be somewhere more affordable
I don't wanna be vulnerable

??????

8 days to infinity

We set it in motion. We drank our own potion. I'm not thinking about you anymore. day in, day out like the waves chasing the moon. You're sick with it. You're sick. Your unhappiness is your own sea of love drowned, out. You were running away when you lost me, but you didn't stop to think how'd it feel not to have me at your heels. Now, you use to heal, like they'd be at your bedside. You chase the others like you have eight days to infinity. I loved you and that wasn't ever enough to slow you down. You will live to regret not doing anything the night I told you I was in love if it doesn't kill you first. We set it in motion, drank the potion. Never thinking anything about it. I thought I had everything in you. You and your demons showed me the horror that it is the truth. I was so ready for you. I was ready to feel you against me. To jump in was all I ever wanted to do. I thought you would save me from this lonely forever. I never left the dock because you were running away when you lost me. You didn't stop to save me either. Now, you use to not feel, like they'd be at your bedside. You chase others like you have 8 days to infinity. You would have killed me too in your emotionless sea.

I never was his treasure

I feel you backing off walking slowly just like you do
I know you only wanna do what's right
But he doesn't even do what's right
Only living in selfishness
We're not doing anything wrong
He just told me I was the best friend he ever had
Now, wouldn't he want that for you
I guess not

Moving on was what he was doing
But he never really did
that imaginary ring on her finger
Finally have a chance at something
And, he's trying to play God in my life again.
He already took everything I once was
And made me perfect for someone else

He never wanted to be here
but he never wanted me to be discovered

But I'm no piece of coal
I'm a diamond
He can't hide me from the world forever
I never was his treasure