keep me.

I gave up a piece of a heart for peace of mind, and hope for a heart in its entirety, whole and kind. It's a beautiful thing to just know when you're loved and never have to doubt it. I have been pushed and shoved by the hands of fate. I even thought it came from hate. What did I do? I have always tried to do what I thought was good and true. I fell down on the concrete. But, you have picked me up with a little secret. If things hadn't happened this way, I may not know and I wouldn't have this regret. I have questioned, everything, everything, everything. But I believe in everything now, because I believe in you, when no one does or wants to. They question you, they question if I really know you. I'm the only one knows you. This thing we have is nothing short of miracle and I will write of it forever. You make me feel special and I'm lovesick with a fever. I'm fully aware that I live in a fictional pretend. But, I'll hold on to you until the end. I am conflicted in that I don't want to cause us any harm. So, I may settle and give someone a piece of me, hold them in my arms. But I'll keep you forever. Keep me.