into the blue

I tried cutting the lines that have been  between us

I saw you for the first time in two years the other day

I almost cried and because I hoped that they wouldn’t be there

Time stood still for me again and I just stared

I don’t know why I came

But at the end of the day

I have never felt like this

I don’t feel  pain

Not anymore

I try to defend you and what we had between us

Everyone saw you wrong and I just saw you

I held you as you cried and I hoped that they wouldn’t come back

Time was hard on us and we focused on what we lacked

I don’t know why I came

But at the end of the day

I have never felt like this

I don’t feel  pain

Not anymore

I try to push it down and swallow my heart

Because I saw what love could do

I held my tears and I hoped that they wouldn’t leak out

Time has treated you well no matter what you talk about

I don’t know why I came

(I came to tell you that I love you)

But at the end of the day

(We might not be here forever)

I have never felt like this

I don’t feel  pain

(not anymore)

I try to tell you as I’m in your arms and swallow my pride

I see clearly for the first time in my life

I held my breath in a whisper and said, “I’m in love with you.”

But this time, you didn’t hear me and I walked into blue